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[Filter: Lenore]

Lenore, I don't know how to fix this.

Reiz -- you know how he is, right? He told me everything was fine, but I could just -- I could just tell I'd ruined everything, and that there was nothing I could do to change his mind, and -- and I can't do that, Lenore, I just can't. You know how much Reiz means to me, I just can't do this, okay?

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I can't go looking for him, I don't want to raise a ruckus when I've already gotten him in so much trouble, but I don't want to just sit here like a lump doing nothing all day. What am I supposed to do? I have -- I need to fix this. I just -- I just need everything to be okay, with him and me, just okay, I don't even need it to be perfect, but I

I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I don't know where I'm supposed to start, or what I should say, or if there's even anything I can do. There has to be something but I just don't know