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Jan. 29th, 2011 04:02 am[Filter: Private]
Ugh.
Rose Day.
I'm happy for Lenore. Even if I don't trust Col, at least she has somebody ... and she's so happy with him. Maybe I'm approaching this wrong. He hasn't done anything to hurt her. And she's so happy with him. But --
I -- loved him. I really did. Maybe he didn't deserve it, or maybe he couldn't even understand it, or anything, but I did love him. I thought everything might turn out okay for him and me. I just thought that maybe everything would be fine, and look how that turned out.
I don't even know what I'm going to do.
Not go out, that's for sure.
Ugh.
Rose Day.
I'm happy for Lenore. Even if I don't trust Col, at least she has somebody ... and she's so happy with him. Maybe I'm approaching this wrong. He hasn't done anything to hurt her. And she's so happy with him. But --
I -- loved him. I really did. Maybe he didn't deserve it, or maybe he couldn't even understand it, or anything, but I did love him. I thought everything might turn out okay for him and me. I just thought that maybe everything would be fine, and look how that turned out.
I don't even know what I'm going to do.
Not go out, that's for sure.
